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Savoring the Moments

Posted on: April 5th, 2012 by ingrid 1 Comment

 

The weather was so generously beautiful here last Sunday that I had a little walk along the Vineyard Haven Harbor before watching Bella’s soccer game.  This boat reminded me of my poem, ONE THOUSAND EVENINGS MORE- a poem that hopes to remind us to savor the preciousness of life.  The better half of me writes these poems…the other half forgets… and then feels grateful when remembering comes.

One Thousand Evenings More

What if we had
one thousand evenings more
to step into
like a small boat
waiting at the dock,
or a blank page
and the most exquisite pen in hand
to write the sun dipping hot flames
into the western sea,
the moon and stars rising,
and not have such words sound empty
like the straws on the broom as it sweeps
those last remnants of life
from the room we’ll leave behind?
And what if we had
one thousand evenings more
to walk in the woods,
to share a glass of wine,
to ask our friends
from where their happiness comes…
…to reinvent ourselves as lovers,
forgetting all we’ve learned,
even all that we’ve forgotten?

~Ingrid Goff-Maidoff

from the book, What Holds Us, New and Selected Poems

I have been loosening some of my “shoulds” lately… that I should be more, do more or have more before I be permitted to breathe deeply of the fresh air, or put my face in the sun, or feel joy tingling in my veins.  I hope that you have been too! This world is too beautiful for us to be distracted with the unnecessary, the unkind, the unloving, ungenerous or unimaginative. 

Thank you all for your loving comments of late, you have been, to borrow the phrase from another, like “wind beneath my wings.”  I feel very nourished, encouraged and healed by your presence in  my life.  Thank you!

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On being enough

Posted on: October 14th, 2011 by ingrid 2 Comments

 

When my dear friend Jan Lundy asked me for a poem on “Enough” for her Contentment Course,  I found several in my collection What Holds Us.  This poem speaks to being enough.  I hope that as you read it, you feel yourself relax into the acceptance that you are, just as you are, enough.  This is what walking does for me: puts me at ease; unravels knotted places; soothes an over-thinking mind; restores a sense of belonging.  Perhaps scheduling some time in a beautiful place is a gift you might give yourself today.  I hope so!

Hold Me Until I Know You

Benevolent Universe,
Your fields stretch out before me.
Wild roses emit their sweetness.
Daisies sway on the hillside.
The world seems friendly, relaxed,
intimate with my secrets,
and accepting of all of me.
The road, lined with ancient walls,
does not ask me
for change or improvements
before setting forth along it.
If this is not a grace, please
hold me until I know you.

~Ingrid Goff-Maidoff

 

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Coming Down off the Mountain, poem from What Holds Us

Posted on: June 1st, 2011 by ingrid 2 Comments

Coming Down off the Mountain
(a prose poem)

When I was a young woman just out of college,
I climbed a mountain to be with God because
I thought that was how you did it. I stood between
a brook and a waterfall, listening and speaking,
and I heard birds and silence and water and wind
and sometimes a logger’s truck.  And then the
young man whom I had left came to me there
and loved me and this, I now realize, is one of
the ways the Divine can be with us.  He invited me
down off the mountain, and at the time I thought
away from God, but now I realize he invited me
down off the mountain and into God.  And this life
we are living we are living in God, although the
young man would have used the words mystery
or unknown.  With these confessions I don’t mean
to blaspheme but to offer a revelry of humble
thanksgiving  and praise and to say how one’s whole
and holy life can be so altered by the sweetness of
a kiss, yet sanctified: moved from a way of climbing
to one of love rippling out beyond the edges of words,
beyond the edges of the world.

~Ingrid  from WHAT HOLDS US

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